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Writer's pictureChris Baudat

Lost in the Forest: Mixing music and special effects to capture a childhood journey through fear.

Early in Wendy’s powerful memoir, the audiobook version of Creeksong: One Woman Sings the Climate Blues is a chapter called “Lost in the Forest”. It transports listeners into a poignant scene from her challenging childhood. In this chapter, Wendy, a young girl, defies her parents’ rules by playing in the forbidden forest and fishing in the river. One day, alone in the forest, she becomes lost. Panic sets in as darkness falls and familiar landmarks disappear. Wendy trembles with fear as she realizes she’s completely disoriented, unable to distinguish one direction from another in the dense, looming trees. The absence of familiar sounds only adds to her terror; the river’s gentle murmur and distant traffic noises are absent, leaving her surrounded by an eerie silence.


A small girl in a forest
A small girl in a forest

As Wendy wanders for hours, her body shakes with fear, and tears stream down her face, mixing with the rain. The darkness closes in around her, amplifying her sense of isolation and dread. She pleads with the forest for help, her desperation growing with each passing moment. The relentless rain, the encroaching shadows, and the feeling of being utterly alone overwhelm her, leaving her feeling small and vulnerable in the vast expanse of the forest.

When she finally hears distant voices, Wendy’s relief is palpable. Gasping for air, she strains to listen, her heart pounding in her chest. The sounds break through, offering a lifeline in the midst of her despair. With renewed hope, she follows the voices, stumbling through the underbrush in her haste to escape the forest’s grasp. Recognition dawns as she draws closer to safety, her fear gradually subsiding as the familiar landmarks come into view. Despite the darkness and the relentless rain, Wendy pushes forward. She finally reaches the Logging Road and makes her way home, soaked and mud-streaked but alive. At home, Wendy finds her mother indifferent to her ordeal, highlighting the neglect in their family. No dinner is waiting for her. Despite her challenges, she holds onto the hope of a better future, determined not to succumb to starvation, both literally and metaphorically.


My blog about “Lost in the Forest”

Today, my blog aims to delve into the audio aspects of this evocative chapter, revealing the transformation of a once-friendly haven into a haunting landscape filled with ravenous mountain lions and the demons of isolation.

Wendy’s childhood was a tapestry woven with both warmth and shadows. The forest on Vancouver’s rainy coast, once a comforting retreat from the abuses of her uncaring mother, takes an unexpected turn. The “Lost in the Forest” chapter narrates Wendy’s brave journey as she confronts the fear that threatens to swallow her whole when she is about eight years old.

Through vivid storytelling, Wendy shares the raw emotions of her experiences, inviting readers to connect with her vulnerability. Immerse yourself in the vivid imagery expressed in the audiobook as Wendy’s words and my soundscape paint a picture of the forest’s transformation. What was once a sanctuary becomes a realm of lurking danger, mirroring her own tumultuous emotions. The forest reflects the shifting dynamics and the challenges she faces.

The audiobook’s chapter goes well beyond the literal landscape; it delves into the demons of isolation that haunted her. The forest becomes a metaphorical battleground, a place where Wendy confronts the sounds of her past and the isolation that threatens to engulf her. Listeners are invited to witness her resilience in the face of adversity, from finally hearing familiar sounds to eventually emerge, only to be totally ignored by her mother.

This chapter serves as a glimpse into the rich narrative Wendy weaves throughout Creeksong. Her ability to navigate the complexities of her past with grace and honesty makes this memoir a compelling read. By sharing her story, Wendy not only invites readers into her world as an eight-year-old but also sparks conversations about resilience, healing, and the human connection with Nature.

To fully immerse yourself in Wendy’s journey, I invite you to consider exploring the audiobook, eBook, or print editions of Creeksong. The audiobook brings Wendy’s words to life with the nuances of her voice and the sounds of Nature all around her, while the other two editions allow readers to savor each detail at their own pace. Whether you’re captivated by the audible resonance or prefer the tactile experience of a book, all three formats offer a unique way to connect with Wendy’s story.

“Lost in the Forest” encapsulates the heart of Wendy’s memoir, beckoning readers to embark on a transformative journey with her. By sharing her story, Wendy not only invites empathy but also encourages self-reflection and healing. Dive into “Creeksong” to discover a narrative that resonates beyond the pages, reminding us of the strength found in confronting our deepest fears. Let Wendy’s words guide you through a tale of resilience and hope.


How I blended the sounds

I made this audiobook chapter evocative by using a variety of techniques; First, I mixed special effects with haunting music. The haunting music I selected was soft piano music with names like Crying Myself to Sleep” and “Hiding My Emotions”. The special effects I mixed with them were ambient rain and weeping. The result was the creation of an atmosphere where a small girl was having a terrifying time, fearing she was going to die in her favorite place.



Secondly, I found a sound effects clip of two men arguing. They were arguing in Ukrainian, but I modified the clip because the child was hearing the sound from a long distance away. I modified the clip so you couldn’t tell the language the two men were speaking, only that their voices indicated a safe direction for Wendy.


Thirdly, I increased the sound of the rain in the forest as the drama built until the child thought it was hammering on the highest branches. I mixed the sound of that rain with more haunting music to increase the sense of drama and terror.

Finally, I employed an “ironic” use of a piece of 1950s jazz piano music playing in the living room. My intent was to highlight the contrast between the so-called “normality” of the living room scene (with the cat sleeping in front of the fireplace and the mother reading a magazine) and the fact that the parent completely ignored her child.

In the final part of the soundscape, to draw the story together, I used a sad but wistful piano piece to underscore how Wendy was not only able to survive in her physical environment but could also rise above both her fears and her mother’s disdain.



 I loved mixing special effects and music in this chapter. I hope you’ll enjoy it.

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